late night ramblings.

Ever feel like you have nothing to say...well nothing profound or deep or worth listening to? ya that's been me for the last month. I'm thinkin it's because I've been stuck in a slump, a Christmas vacation, sleep in till 11 everyday, won't get my fat butt off the couch to work out, completely and utterly addicted to mountain dew again slump. The funny thing is the whole time I was being lazy I heard my fathers voice in my head...
Let me tell you a little story so you understand the previous comment..
The week of finals my dad told me about how when he was in school, after he finished finals he would just veg out on the couch for like 2 days watching movies and eating crap. Basically just letting his brain melt away in hopes that he would feel better after the pain he had felt through out the semester. Soooo...as I set in my lazy state (and by lazy state I mean pj wearin, greasy hair due to the lack of showers and mountain dew coated mouth) ew. I think I threw up a little just thinking about it. Okay back to my thought...As I sat there nastily I would think about how it was all okay because my FATHER approved of my behavior because he once did it. ah...fatherly approval. Don't tell him that mine lasted a bit longer than two days though.

Well now that school has started I feel a little better, I shower, I workout (me and my 3 year old nephew do zumba, so cute) and I still drink mountain dew. a lot. Trying to work on that. But I figure I need to drink all I can seeing as I won't be getting that same sweet liquid sent down from the Gods over in China. there I go with my justifications! man I gotta stop that.
But ya China, it's coming. FAST. we leave Feb. 9th! I can't even believe it. Today it started to hit me and even though I am so excited to go I got kind of sad to leave my friends and family. But I think my sadness might be more because I finished watching Ugly Betty on netflix today though. My emotions are everywhere right now I can't keep them straight. But ya I watched that show and yes it was ridiculous but I loved it! Judge me. I also watch the Bachelor. Judge me even more. I judge myself. uh.

Well ya'll it's been real. I miss rambling to no one. (I have a feeling no one reads my blog) It's all good though. I look at this more of a corner in the universe for me to rant about recent findings and mountain dew breath. My hubby gets sick of me talking to him about it all (I always want to talk when he wants to sleep, that's what 1 am will do to ya) so this is a place for me to talk on and on and on and for no one to tell me I'm stupid. To my face atleast. Goodnight!
-bb